Hey guys..just finished another horrible session and am not in the mood to play anymore so figured I'd write a blog post. I've made up my mind a while ago that I'm not even striving to play poker for a living like I used to want to do because well I have a long way to go in regard to results and I just don't think I could handle the pressure so now my goal is to just win like an extra car payment per month or something along with my income the regular job I have now and I'll be satisfied. Every day so far since I got off work has been a losing day..feel like quitting poker but obviously I know I won't. So a while back I moved to the $30 Turbos on Full Tilt because I was losing at higher stakes and thought I'd go back down and play lower and see what happens..it was going good at first but now I've lost all my winnings at that stake. I withdrew most of my roll on black friday because I wasn't sure what would happen to Canadians at the time so wanted to be safe but once it was withdrawn I said fuck it and decided to use the money for my vacation this summer. So I thought I'd start fresh with poker, get back to fixing my leaks and try to rebuild a nice roll from the $30 Turbos...no success yet though, hopefully once I get back to watching more videos and posting hand it will turn around. I've been so busy the past 6 months or more that I couldn't focus on poker so my game just fell apart...we'll see what happens..I'm hoping to make some extra money for my summer vacation but I'll have to play and run better for that to happen.

Here's my graph at the $30 Turbos so far

And here is my new car (BMW Z4 3.0si) which I'm excited about.