Currently I'm a bit frustrated. I try to play my best, I'm not tilting. Sure, that I have some leaks in my game but yesterday I lost some unreal hands and got coolered in four consecutive matches....thats hurts. I can now believe that some players thinks that the pokersites are ridged but for sue they are not, hopefully. What have I done to you FullTilt Poker? Getting my money in as a hugh favorite and got sucked out at the river. I know I'm whining but some times it helpes. It's like you are learning and learining and write a bad exam. I always say to myself  "keep cool tinker, one day there will be a hugh turnaround". I got some PM's that some of you are waiting for a blog update. Unfortunately I have nothing good to say and think its more fun to write about success. However, it's very nice that I get some positive feedback and hopefully I can write something positive next time. Maybe I have also to learn that HUSNG has variances and have to deal with them. So stay tuned and wish me some luck at the tables. Cheers Tinker

I would like to write about "Tilt" today due to that I noticed that getting on tilt is a big issue for any poker player.

How do you notice that you are on tilt? Usually you notice it at the end of a session and its probably too late.

When you are on tilt you don't play very well and make some strange decisions, either by making some stupid calls or

stupid moves. You generally would like to force your opponent to make mistakes but when you are on tilt most of the time you are the one who are making hugh mistakes.

It is a creeping process until you register it and sometime you dont even do that.

Maybe some of you are wondering why I play again at FullTilt and cashed out at PokerHeaven.

I don't really like the level times at Pokerheaven and the structure how the blinds increases. Maybe its why I startet at FullTilt and got used to that structure and really like the software. But to be fair PokerHeaven has the best software on a non US PokerSite I ever saw. I got a first deposit bonus at PH but it is impossible for me to reach the goal on my limit.

Hey all, some days ago since my last posting. So, what happened so far. I have registered for an advanced English Course with a friend. We both wants to improve our English.

Unfortunately my friend was categorized in a course one step below me (she reached Middle Step III and I reached Certificate Step I). We asked to go in the same course and it should be no problem.

I think that is much better for learning and motivation if we manage it together, so we decided to participate at the advanced certified course. Lets see how we manage that. Start is on Wednesday and I am happy to be a student again. So all English native speaker, please feel free to give me a hint if I make horrible mistakes in my blog and please don't hesitate to correct me.