Woke up this morning @ 830 am to the sweet smells of my maid/cook Blanca making breakfast earlier than normal so we could go ride atv's for 6 hrs through the mountains, beach, and desert...this was awesome (on another note 9 hrs after getting home i still havent showered)...i think i spotted a chupacabra (either that or 1 too many cervezas during lunch)...got home (sober) and started grinding...things just havent gone well today...some people question themselves when they have terrible days...I just laugh, then scream a lot til my dog gets scared...then try to bink a late night mtt to get even for the day...I am currently 3/7 @ 109 2x chance ft so hopefully this comes thru...waking up early tomorrow and am looking at a second house to rent to get some of the people I stake to move down here...am pondering adding a 3rd if there were ppl that were trustworthy that wanted to really learn hu under my guidance (and stake)....im gonna finish this blog when i go out of the tourney, so unti

I havent blogged in awhile, and ned to start doing it again...i still refuse to use decent punctuation though.  OK so I played a guy on stars the other day from the country of Iran...obv the land of the free. Yes, thats right you can play online poker in Iran but not in the United States of America.  On another note I could not be happier with the way things are.

So I go into the main event of the PCA with all the confidence in the world....and succeeded in playing the worst 4 hours of poker in the last 2 years, and I'm being completely honest....I went back to my room and was literally in tears I was so disappointed and mad at myself....so as punishment I grinded out a long hu session (up 7k) which made me feel a little less worse, but at the same time more worse because I know I have the talent to beat these kinds of fields live for huge paydays...I'm still not at the point to where I can even talk about and dissect any of the hands I played due to the extreme anger that ensues whenever I think about them...So the next day (yesterday and today) I made myself grind out the 2k nl event and ended up 15th for 9k...also I must say that this field was in no way soft, out of the final 50 players I would say that 30 were literally outstanding...getting so close to the final table and first (241 k) is obviously a bit frustrating, but knowing deep d

So although the tourney was a little confusing I had a fantastic time playing today, I fished with Chris Moneymaker (who Ive never met), and I must say that I think hes a hell of a guy and imo unbelievably undercredited in his poker thought....that being said I won the poker part of the tourney which also means I won the overall tourney (its like 6k combined bc there were only 5 people), but hey if Amarillo Slim can be the World Champion with 5, why cant I?

I wont elaborate on why I think I can attain these goals yet, but I think 350k in sharkscope profit and 2.5 mill vpps for the year is way more reasonable than people think it is....ok now to my first poker thought of the day...most people celebrate their good days in poker. (a period, really Wade, punctuation now?)...ok back to my rambles, I only celebrate my huge down days, when Im running well why on Earth do I need to go out and buy stuff and celebrate?