Hey guys..It's been a while. The last year has been pretty crazy for me and I was too busy to focus on poker much. I played poker but low volume, unfocused, and overall just played badly. I'm happy now though that everything was taking up my time is done and I can now focus on grinding and becoming a decent player again. I plan on playing a lot of live poker now because the game here is just so sick. It's a $1/$2 game but it play as big or bigger than $2/$5. I've only just started playing there and have put in about 35 hours so far with a profit of $760 and I have not run good at all but the game is so soft that I manage to pull off some winning sessions.

Hey guys..just finished another horrible session and am not in the mood to play anymore so figured I'd write a blog post. I've made up my mind a while ago that I'm not even striving to play poker for a living like I used to want to do because well I have a long way to go in regard to results and I just don't think I could handle the pressure so now my goal is to just win like an extra car payment per month or something along with my income the regular job I have now and I'll be satisfied. Every day so far since I got off work has been a losing day..feel like quitting poker but obviously I know I won't. So a while back I moved to the $30 Turbos on Full Tilt because I was losing at higher stakes and thought I'd go back down and play lower and see what happens..it was going good at first but now I've lost all my winnings at that stake.

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Had some free time at work so figured I'd make a post. First of all I would like to thank Valuelol, Palinca, and fastcolt for making a donation to the fund I set up for my sick cousin who has cancer. It's really appreciated and it will definitely help. If anyone else would like to contribute you can donate through this website http://lpcollins.chipin.com/bradley-oram-fund or you can send to me on a poker site. Newff on Full Tilt and LPC3000 on Pokerstars.

Hey guys, been about a month since I updated. Before I talk about poker I want to mention seomething else. As some of you already know from Skype my 14 year old cousin just found out he has cancer in his throat a few weeks ago and it's not looking the best. I don't know every detail about his situation right now or whether they think it can be beat or not but I do know that it's not going to be easy and will be hard on his parents mentally and financially.