Yes, I did went broke. I played some cash hu and lost last money with 44.. Board A84. Money goes in..pot was 150$. Villain had AT..Then, turn T, river A and that was it. I smashed my computer and some cooler stuff went off and computer didnt work after that. It was funny. I decided to take a huge risk and I tried to get up with a verysmall 8 buy-in bankroll in nl50. Surprisinly I lost. Then I decided to take a break.

Good thing is that I am finally having some real life as well. Ill go to gym and meet some friends. I did buy some clothes with a money that I was almost depositing into poker. I am feeling fresh and amazingly even happy. No stress anymore. But.. IF I decided to start again, I will have a good bankroll. Like 2k to nl50 hu cash or something.

Nightmare day to play. In the end I tilted coz I didnt fold when a fish checkraises me on turn. I had 2 pairs he had a flush. After that game I couldnt win. Ev shows ROI: 8%. But I lost $400.

I took last $600 out from pokerstars coz I was fucking angry. I think I try fulltilt if I run better there. But the reason why I lost that much is that I didnt obey a rule of max. 6 buy-in loss. Fuck it. Feeling fucking terrible. I deposit only 150$ and took everything else out and Ill buy something stupid just because poker is fucking sick game. So I am back on the step 2 with too low bankroll. If I go broke now, Ill quit this insane game that makes me crazy sometimes.

And yes, of course there will be posts such as: " what did I say, that ROI% is impossible long run or "ahahahahhhaha what a donkey fish are you pissed off?" or "I think you have to quit poker if you cant handle your feelings"

What I learned:

new level 23`s

123 games

ROI: 7.3%

winnings: 207

EV:

ROI: 16.3%

expected winnings: 460.63

Very small sample. Seems like I can win at this level so I`ll continue to play. I have to be happy. One thing that would be good againts tilting is to set up max loss/day. Right now its max 6 bin. I try to obey my rule.

I decided to take a shot to the 22`s with a $780 bankroll as i think I could possible beat that level aswell. I just started to play them but I can say that there is a small difference. Not that much like IQ 62 guys anymore, pretty much more agression (which is totally ok for me), some thinking very good players and still.. a lot beatable players. My first day was breakeven but second day I managed to keep over 30% ROI with a very small sample of a bit over 30 games I think.

I am playing pretty much this month. I think its the first month where I really focus to play only 1 type of poker and grind it on. This month has been pretty interesting and I can see that graph looks pretty good to me. It is very hard to keep volyme up. I thought that I can play 30 games/day. Impossible. I think its like 15 now on avarage. I have few weeks to win like 400$, then I would jump to next level. I am pretty sure that I wont do it. But its possible I quess. Then I would be pretty glad.Lets see what happens

this month:

games: 314

+550$

ROI%: 15.3