AAAAAAAAAHAHAHAhahahaaa YEEEEAAAAHHH!!!!!

I was blind this entire time man! I cannnnnnnnnnnt believe this!!!!!!!!!!

My downswing only took over the last 150 matches. WOO. I thought it was a 1000 match stretch downswing... but nooooooooo it was only 150 matches... DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS???????? THIS MEANSSSSSS

THIS MEANS, THATTTT it was just a downswing!!!!!!!!!! My mind was just manipulated by losing....

This means, I will be backkkkkkkkkkk. AAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

New plan:
Only play 110's, only play 2-3 tables at a time. EAT BETTER, EXCERCISE DAILY. No more alcohol, no more ritalin, no more chocolate... soda... pepsi, COFFEE or shit like that.

From now on.... MAN, I see hope again. i can see it...

Levian in the house, I have come up with an analysis of myself and the poker game that I want to share. i think this might be the most insightful blog post I've ever made so I hope you all take the time to read it.

Here's the thing, I've put BLOOD into this game. Truly, I'm quite a good player. But my disorders stop me from ever succeeding as a poker player. I have the evidence and I will share it in this post.

First of all, my disorders wouldn't harm much if taken alone, but with this mixure it becomes literary impossible to achieve anything.
Low Latent Inhbition
OCD
ADD
Schizophreny
= All factors taken into consideration through severe obsession (lead by exhaustion) following with forgetfullness and impulses along with imagination that exceeds the standard grade.

Ok guys, first of all look at this:

~~~~~~~~~~~NOW THE CHALLENGE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I will play massssss tables while maintaining playing instantly each hand, so playing super fast while having enough tables to instantly getting new hands to pop up.
I will play at $55 with a bankroll of $288,21, which is what I have left exactly...so 5 buy ins.

I will check and update this blog daily. The person who motivates me the most out of all, will get a free 30 minute effective HU SNG coaching.

Also for my enemies out there, I know you guys are still stuck at the $55's... but listen up carefully.

Ok, ok. Somethings up man. My graph is going downhill again. It's like a rollercoaster that's about to go all the way down. I can predict my graph reach the $0 line in a couple of days. Thing is, a couple days ago (right before the downswing) I drank all the beer I had in house. Twelve delicious heineken beer bottles (what a good time). I was watching a movie and then it happened. That deep pain like a vein bursting in my brains...  I thought it meant nothing.  But...

For the past few years, everytime when I lifted my left cheek or my left eyebrow... the leftside of my brain would hurt extremely much, like something was stuck in there. Obviously I know it's not a material thing, but probably the vein that would get into a bad position that would interfere with the blood stimule. Anyway I am not an expert on this, but I know for sure that this vein has given me more good than wrong.

Didn't think of that one JSpazz now did ya? Hellz yea... anyway I just returned from the psychiatrist 5 minutes ago. And I have something important to discuss here.