Well I started out this year off planning to do some active grinding and started out to be positive about it. But I found out lately that I do not have the interest and not willing to put in the time I need to become a good player. But I still like the game so what are we gonna do? Well I wil play the games and will put in some time for becomming a good player but I will do it when I feel comfertable and when I like doing it. So I have played dramatically less these days, but played optimal.

I have played for about 11 games until right now since my computer crashed and I did won 10 of it and lose 1. I am playing with out a HUD since my computer crashed I do have HM2, but didn't use the HUD cause I was lazy for building a HUD. And I couldn't download a HUD anymore which I found on 2p2. But now I am also playing without for improving my handreading skills and more rely on myself.

Current roll; $41,04

Well I was about to start with watching video's and playing some HUSNG's this week, but my computer crashed so now I lost all my videos of HUSNG. Lost the ebooks I had and so on.So now I can really make a fresh restart. 

So I haven't played much this week but it will change I have bought a new one and now I am gonna start with only the knowledge I have in my head. No vids no books, only the free ebook off Mersenneary offcourse. So this is what I was gonna tell you guys. 

Current roll; $30.18

After losing some bighands, vs gutshots and runner runners, my mindset whent down like airplane how is about to crash.

I have some issues with getting these feelings under control, and I am not able to stop this. So I am starting out to look somethings up on the internet to get my tilt under control.

I am really mad at myself for these tilting session so I didn't played that much yesterday and today.  Now I will watch a video off Hokiegreg and trying to play a small session. I also made the conclusion that is better for me to start out playing on the $1,50 Reg speeds. So this is what I am going to do.

Start Roll: $30

Current Roll: $32.34

Bankroll. $30

Current roll; $ 52,66 

$1,50 games played 39 winning 28 

$3,50 games played 27 winning 14

I have played 1 MTT $2,20.

Well my goal was to starting out to get better this year, and that for the last time I will put alot off time into poker. But the main thing really is I haven't played alot off games this year. My games played this year are 67.

My intense is to become a better player and to hang on, on the regular speeds But for greating more volume I am gonna switch to the turbo's. But I have been thinking for the last week that it isn't all about making volume and playing games but also taking time and zelf analysis/ and taking time to improve youre game. I have got alot off vids on my computer and see alot off articles but I don't read or watch the articles good enough to become a better poker player. So hopefully you guys have some advice off reading articles and watching video's.

Well I am going one level up. I achieved a roll of $53,26

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